You might be wondering, why Yoseob? He just has this aura, to make me feel delighted for some weird reason. haaha.

Hello everybody! lol school has already started, and I gotta say, I'm having a hard time making friends. My friends at Maarif would totally remember me as this outgoing person, but at my new school, I'm just a shell of who I was. Really. I don't make up jokes, don't make people laugh, just.. silence. It's like as if Mary Shaw has ripped my tongue out or something. Like seriously.

I didn't really talk about orientation, did I? Well let's just say, I felt schoolsick. I missed Maarif.

So yesterday was our first lab lesson. yay! the teacher was super.. exciting.. at first then she suddenly became this monster.. y'know, it was like she had PMS or something.. -.- One moment like she was okay, the other she was like angry at us. She first introduced us to the lab safety rules and the lab thing we were supposed to do, which took about 1 hour.. so we only had about 20 minutes to do our lab procedures. So time was very essential so she began saying things like, if you don't finish this on time, you're going to fail. So we were scrambling to finish on time, well, almost all of us, I was kinda blur because I wasn't paying attention. BUT I wrote everything down so man, but I was too panicky I didn't check the notes I jotted down before. So me and my partner, well.. Lets just say the teacher helped us..so in the end it was all okay.

So I went to Japanese class after the lab lesson; which ended way after the designated time, causing me to be late.. Whoa man! I enjoyed myself! and I saw this cute guy.. haha.
So after that I went to pray and saw "weird" guy. okay, I call him that because he took a picture of me during orientation but forgot about me. So that one time I saw him walking with his friends, so I said "hi." lol. but he didnt realise that I was talking to him! -.- So his friends were like, "hey, she's talking to you.." but by then I was already a couple of metres away so whatev. Lol that sounds weird, so weird..haha. So I bumped into him while going home, lol I wanted to say hi again, but resisted the urge to do so. haha.

For the first time in my life, the feeling of not wanting to go to school was in my system. It was funny. I listened to several of MCR and BEAST's songs to calm me down..haha.




and then we went to the lab again to take pictures secretly for our lab report so the mean lecturer can have a fun time reading our lab reports. So we went by several ongoing classes, so the guys in there were all waving at us, so i joined in and like waved at them.. c'mon, you do know that I'm THAT enthu.. lol.



I saw camera girl today. She didn't see me, as she was surrounded with her friends, I was, too..so I just saw her and covered my mouth with my hand and mumbled "camera girl".

So it turned out to be a good day, after all. minus the fact that I miss my Maarif friends so very deeply, like I really want to meet my chin-gu and hug her. That is all.