Interesting. OR Intresting?

That is the question of the night.

Well, at least mine. I got quite confused with the spelling and the pronounciation. Yeah I know that is extremely stupid and I think far too much. But in the end I managed to spell correctly. yay!

Oh well. You know that feeling like something awesome is going to happen and you can't wait for it? It's happening right now; for me. I am going to Kuala Lumpur this Wednesday and I can't wait. It is gonna be so awesome I can tell! I mean I hope yeah!

I've been in a lot of stress lately, with those serious thoughts lol. My results are probably going to be all time low but I swear that I will work hard for my semestral exams because, well.. I'm motivated! yeah by this guy who I shall not name because he does not know me and neither do I.

Anyway, I once went home with this great guy who kinda motivated me by saying "I thought you were smart". Hmm. It probably sounds more degrading but well.. I don't really care because it raised my hopes up.

Do you have that feeling of shyness where you want to speak to your friend online but well you're too shy and then kinda talk to that friend online for a day then one week after then you start conversing again because you are too afraid to talk to that person, even online because you're just too shy. and in the end get jealous because that person talks to other people and not you and you have to start conversations on your own but in reality you just cry all night and pretend to call that person and well start having imaginary conversations with that person because you want to and well you are alone so you think that that person's your only friend but hey that person is not.

But you still want that person so badly.

That happens to me all the time.

Anyway. I totally need present ideas for my friend, yeah the one from the other class cos she gave me chocolates for my birthday. Hmm what should I get herrr? :( lol I was thinking of drawing her something because I think that's the only thing I am good at I. heheh as if