Cirque du loqui

2011-12-20T08:09:00.000-08:00

Know what?

Tomorrow's going to be the best day ever. I mean I hope so.

what happened Tonight.

It was a mixture of happiness and sadness.

Here I am, blogging this in tears. Happy or sad ones? Well you guess.

Lets start with the great news first shall we?

I'm going to Japan, Okinawa Island next year! I have always dreamt of going there and now when I find out it's really happening, I am very grateful for Allah to be giving me this chance.

Now the bad one huh?

Well. There isn't really.. It's just that all these pent up emotions just poured out of me. It's crazy. I have been keeping this emotions inside of me for a very long time. But I know better than to post it on social networking websites. Which I am doing right now but hey at least I'm not talking about what is it that I'm upset about right?

So well. That is all for tonight. See you in a few days or probably never again.

How do you even spell stuff correctly?

2011-12-19T08:34:00.000-08:00

Interesting. OR Intresting?

That is the question of the night.

Well, at least mine. I got quite confused with the spelling and the pronounciation. ~~Yeah I know that is extremely stupid and I think far too much.~~ But in the end I managed to spell correctly. yay!

Oh well. You know that feeling like something awesome is going to happen and you can't wait for it? It's happening right now; for me. I am going to Kuala Lumpur this Wednesday and I can't wait. It is gonna be so awesome I can tell! I mean I ~~hope~~ yeah!

I've been in a lot of stress lately, with those serious thoughts lol. My results are probably going to be all time low but I swear that I will work hard for my semestral exams because, well.. I'm motivated! yeah by this guy who I shall not name because he does not know me and neither do I.

Anyway, I once went home with this great guy who kinda motivated me by saying "I thought you were smart". Hmm. It probably sounds more degrading but well.. I don't really care because it raised my hopes up.

Do you have that feeling of shyness where you want to speak to your friend online but well you're too shy and then kinda talk to that friend online for a day then one week after then you start conversing again because you are too afraid to talk to that person, even online because you're just too shy. and in the end get jealous because that person talks to other people and not you and you have to start conversations on your own but in reality you just cry all night and pretend to call that person and well start having imaginary conversations with that person because you want to and well you are alone so you think that that person's your only friend but hey that person is not.

But you still want that person so badly.

That happens to me all the time.

Anyway. I totally need present ideas for my friend, yeah the one from the other class cos she gave me chocolates for my birthday. Hmm what should I get herrr? :( lol I was thinking of drawing her something because I think that's the only thing I am good at I. heheh ~~as if~~

Tumblr.

2011-12-18T08:07:00.000-08:00

So.. hi.

I have a tumblr. Follow me if you want, or ask me questions. I don't really receive much, and it kinda sucks. hehe.

www.loquimeanstospeak.tumblr.com

As you can see, I don't really type personal posts there as well, I'm weird. hah.

~~Lol no I just don't know how to tag stuff and btw I don't want any of my friends to know my exact thoughts cos that would make them hate me and I love them so no.~~

I reblog stuff there, because I have no beautiful picture or whatever of my own.

So yeah.

2011-12-16T10:15:00.000-08:00

The edge of a breakdown.

Why do other people have close friends they can talk to? I for one don't even have one to begin with. But probably I do, except for the fact they don't know anything about me I think. I think.

People can probably argue that I am happy all the time, but I'm not. It's just a mask I put on every single damn day.

My friends from the other class now dislike me. Probably because I am too loud. Seriously. What is the matter with me? don't really know the cause but I know they dislike me by the way they're treating me.

Anyway. So much for friends. I have none. But like I said, I probably do. But I just don't realise it. Yet. Maybe. Whatever.

I regret.

My decision in life.
I chose the worst possible way, and now I feel like ending my life. I was so content, why did I have to ruin everything with my last-minute decisions?

My results.
I know that I'm not gonna get good grades, because I have no motivation. ~~Someone should just go and call me and say positive words, so that I can do it?~~

I guess I'm just jealous with the world. So happy like my friends from the other class.

I am the odd one out and nothing is ever gonna change because that's how it is.

I feel so lonely,

~~I feel like taking a rock and letting it hit my eyes so I can get blind and be oblivious in this world~~

2011-12-16T07:35:00.000-08:00

I def know nobody's reading this so. hi, Vampie and Alistair.

I feel like everyone hates me. I don't know why, it's just this ominous feeling that I have.

2011-12-04T02:33:00.001-08:00

Friday is usually the best day.

It is the day when I get to be with my friends, from the other class of course.
I usually bump into them in the train, on the train platform, usually on the way home. These four people whom I call my friends. They are awesome. We don't really talk much, just the casual hi byes; but to me they are amazing. They are usually the ones I want to hang out with, because like I said, I can't click with my classmates. They are just.. too ~~boring~~ awesome i guess.

Now, you may actually not know this, but I go home alone. As in, not while walking home, I have my classmates with me, i.e. the group I hang out with. It's when I'm on the train. My classmates ride the other train, obviously not on my side. We stay at the other sides of this island. It kinda sucks but it's okay because i like being alone. Sometimes.

And well, sometimes I meet my friends in the train, like I typed in the first paragraph. They usually talk about stuff, and I listen. I like listening to them. They include me in their conversations, and I thank them for that. Basically I just like being with them. I really do.

That is all I guess because I know no one reads this.

2011-11-06T07:06:00.000-08:00

So hey, just trying out this new blogger interface.

I am beginning to enjoy school. From the previous posts , you'll definitely know what I mean, so yeah. I still obviously can't click with my classmates, as you know, I don't really like them, just a few people, whom I call friends, instead of classmates. I think it's like um I like about 25% of the class? yeah. So I make friends with other classes, because I want to.

I like last Friday. Last Friday was amazing. I was the happiest I've been throughout this first few weeks of the new semester.

2011-07-09T05:50:00.000-07:00

Right. So well, ignore the previous post.

I really really like Stanislav Ianevski.
yeah I know completely irrelevant.

I ordered a SINGItForJapan tshirt, and well, size M wasnt available so like.. I had to get an S size.. hmm.. that's gonna be hard cos I' m not that skinny.. I hope the S size will fit me.. *fingers crossed*.

What I dont understand right now is WHY MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE Live Stream is NOT showing in my country. T_T

oh well toodles.

2011-07-09T05:44:00.000-07:00

I am alone.
Always has been, forever will be.
Nobody listens and nobody cares.
That is how I feel.
Quite ~~surprising~~ something, right?

Sorry I'm just being ~~emotionally~~ awesome right now.
I feel so unloved. so rejected.
I want someone to take me away from this pain.

Aha!
Oh well whatev.

2011-05-21T05:58:00.000-07:00

Yo everyone.

I'm supposed to be studying my Japanese, but here I am, blogging. :D

So. I don't understand Tumblr. T_T Someone should totally explain it to me :)

So, wanna see something cool? Lol.

I drew this during Materials Science. :D

a. This is sample B.

b. This is my version of sample B.

Can you see all the fishes? ;)

I'm awesmazing and you obviously know that :D

2011-05-17T02:33:00.000-07:00

Just like the living DEAD!

Hey everyone! Guess who's back?

ME! ~~obviously~~

Lalalalalalalalalalalalalala~

So I don't really know what to say.. I guess school is starting to be more awesome each day, as in like people are starting to talk to me, and notice me XD So obviously previously I was shy. ~~Yes I know..~~ T_T

Anyways. I like Ben 10. yay! Oh yeah the communications skills oral presentation haha.

Storytelling time!

So when I went out to the front to present, clutching my laptop, nobody clapped for me so I was like.. "Nobody clap for me?" So THEN my class started clapping.. hmm. ~~to me it was kinda unfair cos wth I cheered for them but they didnt cheer for me~~ It was demeaning. ~~I'm telling you, I should have turned all symbiote-like and smashed their pretty faces.~~

I like the fact that I'm sadistic, but only just in my head and words.

So I started the presentation in Arabic and everybody was like whaaat? So I just proceeded to phase 2. which is.. ask them "what do you get when you plus awesome and amazing." So my classmates saw my powerpoint slide, and obviously stated awesmazing. So I was like.. "Yes! Awesmazing! Therefore I am awesmazing!" Then I blabbered on about how I was born in a taxi, how I like BEN 10 and I like scars and blood. I was only joking. ~~seriously~~. So then I said that I like cheetahs and giraffes and I wonder whether cheetahs eat giraffes out there in the wild. :D
And then I showed them Vampie and Ben. (my keychains) and proclaimed that Vampie is my "son"... Then after that I told them that my X factor was drawing. Oh well, so I showed them my Ben 10 and my Spawn drawing. Right, and I told them I was somewhat unobtrusive but obviously I am not. Then I ended it with a haiku.

Anyways, if you were wondering, I wore a red and black blouse, with a black vest covering it. So I was kinda formal, but not too formal. yeah..? I stood out. Yes, I did. :)

It was an awesome feeling I guess, as they were all focusing on me! ~~OBVIOUSLY~~ XD I am a bit crazy here. aha.

I stated that I am starting to like school. Well, not really. I like my classmates, they are too awesome. It's my studies. I'm not really quite focused, and the modules are quite hard in my opinion.

I do not tell the teachers that I dont understand, I just keep mumm. That sucks, yeah..?

Okay bye. ~~I know nobody's reading this.~~

2011-05-02T06:11:00.000-07:00

I'm not joining silat cos apparently my mom is convinced that they read2 stuff while training..? Some form of dark arts or something.~~Yeah sure..SO WEIRD GUY is bad?!~~

I was like.. I really want to join..

So my mom was like how about I join taekwondo. I was.. O_O WHAT?! like honestly.. isnt this a bit rude? leaving silat and join taekwondo? So I just decided to join just a couple of other CCAs, no other form of martial arts or whatsoever. With A Heavy Heart I Leave You ~~Weird Guy and~~ The Silat Team. Bye bye.

I never thought I would be one of those people who would quit..my silat friends will be sorely disappointed.. On orientation day they were like talking about inconsiderate people who quit silat.. and now I am going to be considered as one of them. :(

Like after one of the guys concluded that they would do a special cheer just for me. :') Isn't that nice? ~~LOL, weird guy cheering me on~~

So whatever ~ At least I'm happy. ~~NOT~~

2011-05-01T05:10:00.000-07:00

I love the fact that tomorrow's a holiday.

Anyway, whoa I need inspiration for my Communication Skills presentation.. We are supposed to present about ourselves, and tell what our X factors are. I will probably screw up everything, as usual. But I hope I can make them laugh with my antics.

I was thinking of doing a well.. ventriloquism related presentation.. but wth I suck at ventriloquism. T_T

So probably speak in Arabic..? and then conclude that I can speak in multiple languages..?

Or read a poem? Man, but I doubt they'll pay attention.

I think I'll end with a haiku. Because haikus are cool.

I'm gonna make one, but hey so..

This is from Dear Dumb Diary, oh lol I know I'm probably too old for Jim Benton's books..

"Five syllables here.
And now you got seven more.
And now five. Happy?"

A haiku.

What wonderfulness.

Oh Oh?! How about I start with, what do you get when you plus awesome with amazing..?! ha ha randomness..

oh and my prop will be... Vampie! my son haaaha~

I hope I will pass this ~~shit~~. lol

2011-05-01T04:50:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey~

I went for silat orientation yesterday. I was really surprised when I saw weird guy. He jumped around in perfect strides, his long legs suspended in the air, as if it was a vibrant screen capture. lol.. wth right? He sat next to me in a game. It was really weird, he didn't say anything to me, obviously, and lol I had the ultimate urge to ask him whether he remembers me.. :P I could see just a part of his clear face, as he wasn't facing me. In the end, I smiled at him, my most genuine smile..and he smiled back. "Chucky!" lol his voice is weird but I like it.
Silat's not really my official CCA, I think the reason I'll join is because of weird guy...... :) but then again.. I honestly don't know whether to join.. or not.

I was so happy, I finally had fun at my new school. Being surrounded by the silat team was..refreshing. I will honestly say I have way much more fun doing CCAs than do stuff with their lot. School was dull previously, as I don't really know what to talk about with my new classmates. I can tell some of them don't like me, from the looks on their faces. It tells a sory, their facial expressions; when they see me, it is as if they are disgusted by my existence.

So how was your Saturday?

2011-04-26T05:22:00.000-07:00

You might be wondering, why Yoseob? He just has this aura, to make me feel delighted for some weird reason. haaha.

Hello everybody! lol school has already started, and I gotta say, I'm having a hard time making friends. My friends at Maarif would totally remember me as this outgoing person, but at my new school, I'm just a shell of who I was. Really. I don't make up jokes, don't make people laugh, just.. silence. It's like as if Mary Shaw has ripped my tongue out or something. Like seriously.

I didn't really talk about orientation, did I? Well let's just say, I felt schoolsick. I missed Maarif.

So yesterday was our first lab lesson. ~~yay!~~ the teacher was super.. exciting.. ~~at first~~ then she suddenly became this monster.. y'know, it was like she had PMS or something.. -.- One moment like she was okay, the other she was like angry at us. She first introduced us to the lab safety rules and the lab thing we were supposed to do, which took about 1 hour.. so we only had about 20 minutes to do our lab procedures. So time was very essential so she began saying things like, if you don't finish this on time, you're going to fail. So we were scrambling to finish on time, well, almost all of us, I was kinda blur because I wasn't paying attention. BUT I wrote everything down so man, but I was too panicky I didn't check the notes I jotted down before. So me and my partner, well.. Lets just say the teacher helped us..so in the end it was all okay.

So I went to Japanese class after the lab lesson; which ended way after the designated time, causing me to be late.. Whoa man! I enjoyed myself! and I saw this cute guy.. haha.
So after that I went to pray and saw "weird" guy. okay, I call him that because he took a picture of me during orientation but forgot about me. So that one time I saw him walking with his friends, so I said "hi." lol. but he didnt realise that I was talking to him! -.- So his friends were like, "hey, she's talking to you.." but by then I was already a couple of metres away so whatev. Lol that sounds weird, so weird..haha. So I bumped into him while going home, lol I wanted to say hi again, but resisted the urge to do so. haha.

For the first time in my life, the feeling of not wanting to go to school was in my system. It was funny. I listened to several of MCR and BEAST's songs to calm me down..haha.

During one of the lectures today, one of my friends said that the lab lesson yesterday, aka the teacher was majorly mean to one of the lecturers, and she mistook her for someone else, so it turned out to be sort of awkward. muaha. So one of the classes were late for this lesson, and it turned out that the mean teacher released them late despite the class' protests to be released earlier.

and then we went to the lab again to take pictures secretly for our lab report so the mean lecturer can have a fun time reading our lab reports. So we went by several ongoing classes, so the guys in there were all waving at us, so i joined in and like waved at them.. c'mon, you do know that I'm THAT enthu.. lol.

and we had our semestral project discussion today. It went okay, and there was this one part that reminded me of "DESTROYA" :) They were laughing, but I didn't laugh, at all. So they asked me why I wasn't laughing with them , so in my mind I was singing, "They laugh but I don't think it's funny.." I mean seriously, I am not fitting in well with my new friends. I feel like confiding in with my Maarif friends, but I honestly don't want myself to be known as y'know, "coming to me only if you need help". So I'm just keeping it all inside so far. ;)

I saw camera girl today. She didn't see me, as she was surrounded with her friends, I was, too..so I just saw her and covered my mouth with my hand and mumbled "camera girl".

So it turned out to be a good day, after all. minus the fact that I miss my Maarif friends so very deeply, like I really want to meet my chin-gu and hug her. That is all.

2011-04-16T10:46:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone! I had such a fun time at orientation. um, RIGHT.

2011-04-12T02:28:00.000-07:00

Hello there! <3

2011-04-12T00:26:00.001-07:00

Isn't this nice? verry nice. naise like hell yeah? haha.

2011-04-12T00:06:00.001-07:00

Yo yo yo how ya doin'? lol.

2011-04-05T06:46:00.000-07:00

WTF, Have you guys heard Rebecca Black's new song, Prom Night? okay this is random, cos I'm now listening to it. and yes, I'm hurling stuff in my head? XP WTF seriously. It sounds like Friday. bluek. Dancing dancing dancing, oh shit.. So next week, huh? I feel like I'm in need of Mikey's "effin' ready". ;) I hope I meet killjoys and b2uties at school, cos I am in need of people to accompany me to concerts. XP Yeah, I'm saving up so i can see them live, for the first time ever, in my life. So excited! I'm planning to wear killjoy-esque colours to school. lol, as if. I just hope I'm able to. yes. probably. So yaaaaay~ Oh Jiyoon, I love your rap :) 4MINUTE「거울아거울아」I love you guys.

2011-03-19T23:52:00.000-07:00

YOG 2010 .. haha. :)

2011-03-08T01:55:00.000-08:00

Hearts need a beat, like awake needs asleep,
Like a pen needs a page, to learn right you need a mistake.

Both my brothers are going overseas this week, so it means I'll be at home alone most time of the day. It's not a really big issue, but I actually am going to miss my brothers. -.- Which I would definitely not have said the year before. Yeah sure, my brother ~~still~~ reads my diary.. ~~cos he's mentally a pain~~ , but I wanted to watch the finals of Top Chef Masters with him. We both support Hubert Keller, and I also support Michael Chiarello too. :) Hubert Keller is nice, and Michael called him "French angel". So it's great.

I wanna go to a camp with all my friends. Maybe in my imagination?

Killjoys all around the world are totally suffering. People are claiming that MCR fans are emo.. but in my opinion that's NOT true. But still, I don't have firsthand experience, just the fact that my brother compares me with my cat , Sweetie, who self mutilates herself because she has fleas. what? hhahahha. Obviously I do not self mutilate, and I do NOT have fleas. So what's with the comparison, man? It's so saddening reading the tweets of my fellow killjoys.

Hello, my killjoy name is FELINE FLAIR. What d'you think? I've yet to draw my killjoy.. Soon perhaps..

I've been stuck at home because I have no life. I spend my time watching TV, doing chores, praying, drawing, laughing, talking, jumping, playing, reading, listening to music..the stuff. and reading tweets. So far I've found out what my friends are upto, while I laze around at home. *winks*

My friend is going to take her entrance test tomorrow. I am very scared for her. I hope she makes it. Yes, praying for her will ease my worry. I know that. So I will. ~~man, I have to stop worrying.~~ I just love her very much. Yes, I do.

2011-03-01T04:26:00.001-08:00

2011-02-19T23:55:00.000-08:00

Ain't this just beautiful? :)

CARNAGE. Venom's offspring.

fav villians. yay.

2011-02-19T20:01:00.001-08:00

Robbie Rosen. My favourite contestant. yay.

2011-02-10T00:53:00.000-08:00

So I missed it all. Shaheizy Sam came to Singapore. and I DID NOT KNOW. I hate this. This kind of stuff usually happens to me when I DON'T keep up with the net. That's why I feel so alone. Sheesh. I hate this all.

But maybe not, I just hope he comes to Singapore again soon.

I feel like telling her. But I'm too..

So whatev, huh?

So I also wanted to buy the Alternate press mag that featured MCR , march 2011 issue.
So basically it was $10.90, and I only had $10 with me, so I asked my ma for 90 cents and she said that it was a waste of money. seriously. So I did not buy. and my ma borrowed me some lame mag that *surprise!* features MCR. But I'm telling you, it's NOT the same.

So, guess who I wanted to tell this to? yes, her.

SO i'm blogging about my recent disappointments.

Welcome to the break down.

2011-01-25T21:34:00.001-08:00

Can people forget how to breathe and die...?

Cannibalistic clowns , and heartfelt goodbyes.

A string of lethal injections, and thorned red primroses.

what? haha.

I just realised that my two favourite bands actually have the same starting, " welcome to..". well sorta.

"WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE"

"WELCOME TO BEAST AIRLINE"

ah well, maybe it's just me.

2011-01-25T20:53:00.000-08:00

randomness. I'm just a fan of these two awesmazing people.

2011-01-25T17:07:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah, I managed to get into Nanyang Polytechnic, it was my eighth choice.. so I guess that's weird. But hell yeah! I'm super excited to start poly with my daddy. We're gonna have so much fun like we did in school before!~

So ACTUALLY I cried, cos I wanted to go into Ngee Ann Poly.

It was like, *message tone*

I was sleeping so it's like.. anyways, just so you know, my wallpaper features Shaheizy as Adnan.. so seeing his face made me calm, cos he's super awesome. yeaaahh, the pic above. heheheh.

So ANYWAYS, MOE Nursyakirah You're posted to Nanyang Poly, Biologics and process technology. Then I suddenly started crying and thought it was the end of the world.. haha. I re-read the sms a couple of times and made a dash to the kitchen cos the course list was posted on the fridge, and I saw that it was actually my EIGHTH choice. So basically I just stayed mumm, and cried alone. Then I went ahead to my brother's room, and asked him what he got. He managed to get his first choice, which was EXACTLY the same as last year's. Hell, waste a year muchh???

Then my mother saw me crying when I told her I got NYP. and my father overheard and said it's okay, cos it's near, but the course is haaaard, and I have to do my best. and I was..."OKAY!" My enthusiasm was suddenly shining in the bright light of the day. My parents changed the way I see the results. I mean, I wanted NP, but got NYP. Crazy right? One moment sad, the next happy like hell.

and the course was like, "ahhh, lets just try this." it's COP is 16 and I did get 16, so happy much? :0 and my father told me that they probably posted me differently beacause of my race. hehhhhh..? as in, it's like a variety. hell, not making any sense.

Come onnn,, maaann. at least gimme something.. ah, nvm.

I obviously did not get to watch VGA 2010.. cos my mother wanted to watch smtng else. but then again.. it's okay. But I wanted to watch MCR, minus Bob. Bob Bryar I miss you. Please come back, willya???

I'm happy with the results anyways. :)

so bye.

2011-01-21T11:11:00.000-08:00

Dreams.

My dream is to meet Shaheizy Sam and Intan Ladyana face-to-face.
to meet My Chemical Romance
to meet BEAST and 4minute.
to be an awesmazing friend.

I have loads more.. but that'll do.. for now.

2011-01-21T10:35:00.000-08:00

SNOWMAN • by Shaun Simon

A snowman was murdered last night.

Tire tracks ran across the front lawn.

This murder wasn’t on the 10 o’clock news or on the front page of the paper this morning.

There wasn’t even a tiny blurb in the local paper.

Nobody cares about a snowman, right?

It’s just a bunch of snow rolled into balls with some sticks and rocks, probably made by a kid.

Maybe this kid had nothing better to do.

Or maybe he waited all year for the first snowfall.

Maybe his eyes lit up during math class when the first flakes fell.

Maybe he was the first outside waiting for his mom when the principal called an early dismissal.

A little boy rushing into his house and back out in less than a minute with his snowsuit on.

Spending the entire day gathering, shaping, and creating until it was perfect.

Too excited for dinner, he spent the time calling his grandparents and friends to tell them about his snowman, while he stared out his front window at it. They all came by this morning to see it.

When the little boy woke up at the crack of dawn in excitement, threw his boots and snowsuit on, and ran out the door… maybe he sat and cried.

A snowman was murdered last night.

Tire tracks ran across the front lawn.

This murder wasn’t on the 10 o’clock news or on the front page of the paper this morning.

There wasn’t even a tiny blurb in the local paper.

Nobody cares about a snowman, right?

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2011-01-21T09:56:00.001-08:00

So my results turned out to be awesome. Alhamdulillah!!!

I love my friends! and I really miss them..

2010-12-19T07:41:00.000-08:00

It's been a long time since I last posted on this blog.
So hey everyone!

So..
My mother promised me to buy a DVD of a movie that I like, so i am so enthusiastic about it.
She wanted to buy me the "ciplak" version of the movie and I was like.. "whaaaaaat?!"; just imagine the minion ftom Despicable Me saying that. the "what". Seriously. We need to support the actors, okay? It won't be nice if we just buy unoriginal stuff. It's not good.

So that was random.

Now lets go on.

I seriously miss my tenshi. But I am waaaaaaaaay mad at her. So it wouldnt be such a good thing to say that I miss her. I guess I don't. but we all have to move on, one day, don't we? It would be so stupid of me to miss someone who doesnt even acknowledge me, right?

So I really am angry. Angry at the world. I just cant seem to control my anger. It seems like as if the situation just unleashes this monster deep within me. I am a beast, no beauty ever going to save me. I am angry at my mother, who keeps comparing me to others. Okay, I know that I'm a failure, just don't rub it in, okay? It hurts, and with the situation that I'm in.. it's even more worse than you can ever imagine.

I really am messed up, I guess.

2010-08-13T03:36:00.000-07:00

Haha, what a stagnant blog.
I'll probably be revamping this blog after Os, so just wait. :)
hhaaha. ~~as if.~~

2010-03-30T06:03:00.000-07:00

Yeah, hate me.
I dont deserve to be loved.
haha ~~of course not.~~

I cant wait for Thursday! I'm finally going to buy it!~
btw, happy birthday Lee Gi Kwang!~
I watched Du Jun on tv just now!~
hhaaha.

2010-03-30T06:02:00.001-07:00

Tear her: I will be revenged.

You break my chin-gu's heart, you die.

2010-02-21T03:02:00.000-08:00

Know what I've been doing for the past few years?
I've been making some cookie men.
These cookie men, one day changed into a big bad beast.
they all joined together one day,
and charged towards me.
blaming me for everything I've done.

Yes, I know. You hate me. It's written all over the page.
So all I want to say is sorry.
Sorry I even existed.

Know what? I think the world would have been a better place if someone didnt exist.
That someone would be me.
I fit the bill perfectly.
I'm irritating, annoying, insensitive..
I can go on and on..

so yeah. sorry.
and I know..
well.
um bye.

2010-02-15T03:26:00.000-08:00

Damn. just die.
lol.

2009-11-21T20:42:00.000-08:00

Is it just me or is Key from SHINee just super awesome? LOL.

2009-06-23T06:52:00.000-07:00

Dude, dont ask me why I cartoonized it. I had this smirk/ smug on my face. It's disgusting.
Told ya.

Argh! I miss Rahees SO MUCH! Argh! Btw, he's my cousin in India.

2009-06-11T03:17:00.000-07:00

Kanak-kanak,Pada hari ini,
kami akan mempelajari huruf baru!
Iaitu, huruf "J!"
*Jeng Jeng Jeng*
Jamal jalan-jalan,
Joyah jalan-jalan,
Jamal jumpa Joyah,
Joyah jumpa Jamal,
Jamal jerit Joyah,
"Joyah! Joyah! Joyah!"
Joyah jerit Jamal.
"Jamal! Jamal! Jamal!"
Jamal, Joyah, jalan Jurong, jumpa Jin!
Jin jembalang jeling Joyah,
Joyah jeling Jin,
Jamal jalan jumpa Jin,
Jamal jumpa Jin, Jamal jotos Jin!
JIN JATUH JAMBAN!
*Jeng Jeng Jeng*

This was somewhat taken from "Channel 69"
Haaaha;

2009-06-09T07:57:00.000-07:00

My mom is screaming. oh wow. Bye.

2009-05-29T07:30:00.000-07:00

Just now was report book day!
Yay![~~faking~~theenthusiasm]
We, I mean my parents and I came at 9.30;
when we were supposed to come at 10.00,
well, talk about getting there early.
hehe;
When I was walking back home,
I saw Hanis and waved like hell;
duuhhh?!

hahahahahaha

Kay, I am SUPER lame.

2009-05-28T04:14:00.003-07:00

I have like, created a new blog, but it;s private. Tag me and I'll invite ya!
haha.:)

2009-05-23T05:42:00.001-07:00

Cant believe I'm playing a Barbie game.
Its so unbelievable.

2009-04-17T05:23:00.000-07:00

Changed my playlist.
It's we walk by the ting tings.
I think I'm betting on suicidal
Yeah, I'm just SO emotional right now.
With what happened at school today,
I feel like;
-slitting my wrists
-eating hershey's cookies
hahahahaha;
just kidding.
I aint that emo.
Um, well, whatever;
but still, I think staring at a loaded gun would be a better choice.
Yeah;

My mind is in a freaking mess.
Help me, Allah;

2009-04-17T05:08:00.000-07:00

Um,
I am ,~~freakingly~~ sincerely sorry to Kak Aisyah for leaking the information.

Yeah, and I know I'm freakingly hopeless.
Yeah, I am, and you know it.

Yeah, rock on.
I actually felt freaky when I read ~~jenote's~~ blog.
Because deep inside, I knew it was me;
Boohoo;

iSUCK;
and you KNOW it.

Yeah, i Suck.

2009-04-13T23:07:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a funny day.
hahahahahahahahahahahaa,
i cnt seem to stop laughing;
Okay, so here goes,

my mom teaches some kids frm madrasahs.
and so, yesterday, this one kid pass urine at my house.
as in, she was sitting, and so she urinated.

wow,
great story, eh?
and i bullied Smallie,
sorrrrrry!

hahaha!

2009-03-28T04:20:00.000-07:00

Great.
Ha just went online and asked me a question.
IT was,
"Hi, do I know you?"
not exactly a million dollar question.
and I answered,
"um, i dont think so",
and he said," introduction".
and i said,"my name is syak, and i'm fifteen this year."
and he said " Chey."
and appears to be offline.
Wow.
Great comeback, but not exactly a million dollar comeback.

2009-03-28T03:16:00.000-07:00

Hey freaks!

I'm chatting on msn; with man u fan right now.
and I'm ~~freaking out!~~ happy.
But its mostly me asking him questions,
and him answering and typing the word "haha," continously.

eg:

Me: nice font; ~~which actually was yucky,in my case;but I didnt want to hurt his beautiful feelings;~~
Him:haha, ty.

What the freaking hell, right?

~~First question, am I sarcastic?~~

I just found out Ha's email!
I will add him on friendster ! yay!
His blog is on a hiatus, but still;
I just found out his email!

~~Second question, am I funny?~~

Ohh, I really cant wait for tomorrow!
I'm going to Bugis with my friends!
Well, its not exactly going out,
it's going out with a purpose.

~~Third question, am I irritating?~~

Well whatever,

I'm chewing on gum.

Yay~.

2009-03-27T21:56:00.000-07:00

uhm,
yesterday was kinda a good day,
but whatever,
I was about to watch Skip Beat on okto, when Nabila smsed me, saying
" call 913 now! even tho engaged, just call!"
and I was like, "Okay,"

and so, I call 66911913,
using my phone.
but then I realised, it wasnt enough.
so I called the same number, using two phones.
as you ~~can~~ see, I was at my cousin's house
and so, i used her hp to call 66911913;
and so that means i used both my phone and hers
to call 913;
and my phone was onmy left ear and hers was on the left ear.
and it both rang continously.
and I waited, when suddenly the DJ answered.
okay, he answered on my phone, that is; hehe.
he said what's up?'
and I said"um, i dunno, the ceiling?'
and then he said." why are you calling me for?'
and i was like,"ohh, to win the david archie tickets"
and he was like." ohh, someone has already won the tickets. sorry"

and okay, thats it i guess.

Bye.

2009-03-21T03:39:00.000-07:00

i just got back from the Masjid Razak Qiyam. and I must say, it rocked like hell, I mean like even though i was tired cos I just got back from N.S on Thursday, I still had fun, and made new friends, especially Man U fan! [aishiteru!;hehe] Yeah, love yar! hehe;seriously.=]

Man U fan! Love yar! Aishiteru! Yeah! \m/!

Yay~~

2009-02-28T06:33:00.000-08:00

Lalalalalalala,

Just finished watching Spawn on youtube.

"You've been violated, girly man!"

is obviously my favourite quote from the movie..

Today we celebrated my father's 43rd birthday. We used a green recycled paper to make his birthday card, and I wrote Japanese characters for him, hehe. and so ayah invited some of our close cousins, but Ziana wasnt there cos she is on a camping trip.Oh yeah, and my father cooked nasi briyani. That's all, I guess.

After the celebration, I went for tuition. I reached there at 4.35, and my ~~URGH~~ tuition teacher came late, I mean, really late. He reached at like 5.25, which was like very long and I had to sit and laze around alone;

Lalalalalala, I've been listening to the desolation row cover by my chem for like forever, and yes, my brother are ~~NOT~~ irritating. They are repeating the phrase, mcr sucks. You see why I hate MCR haters?

Ohh, and when I was watching 'Not Like That' music video by Ashley Tisdale, Smallie walked casually on the keyboard, unberknowst to her surrounding, and pressed the standby mode, I mean, stepped on the standby mode. Oh wow. But still, it was fun and entertaining, the video, I mean.

Watch this, people! lalalala. its the link for 'Desolation Row'

http://www.imeem.com/mychemicalromance/video/4ZKmmYyR/my-chemical-romance-desolation-row-music-video/

Watch this,people! lalalala. Its the link for chandramukhi, and yes, you'll be surprised.Just watch it. Not for the faint hearted.~~Yeah, right~~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fWKDSi67gMA

Have fun!

LALALALALALALA.

Yeah;

2009-02-13T01:52:00.000-08:00

Yeah,right.
So much for the 'Cirque Du Freak is going to be in the cinemas on 12th Feb'.
Stupid Yahoo movies, for giving me false hopes.

By the way,
Desolation Row [cover] video by My Chemical Romance was the best music video ever!
Yay~~~~~~

~~Yeah,right.~~

By the way,
Today, Wan Nur did not come to school,
and it pains me when I heard that she wasnt coming.
[hatiku terpanah,mendengar berita yang menyedihkan itu,]
and I lined up at sec 3p during assembly yet again.
and I stood beside Hanah-chan.

and today,
I was embarrased two times.

The first embarrasment is about to begin;

'It happened during the time we, the biology students, were going to the Science Lab, I mean, Teacher Sarah went up to our class to inform that we are supposed to go to the science lab, and there was some kind of race down two levels, 7 to 5. Teacher would go down the lift while I,Naddy and Najihah would go down the stairs. So,when teacher was in the lift, we ran down the fleet of stairs, after two fleets, I dashed to the right side when Naddy called out to me;'Syak! ni level 6 lar!' Well, I turned red-faced at the moment she told me the embarrasing situation,and dashed down, and just had I expected,teacher won,duh?!

Because of the stupidity,I was embarrassed.Great.

The second embarrassment;

'It happened in the Science Lab.This time, Teacher Sarah asked me to switch on something. As I was wondering what she was talking about.As I realised and wanted to switch it on, Najihah switched it on. The equipment she wanted me to switch on, was in fact, the projector, which was, in fact right above me.'

Geddit?!

~~LOL.~~

Yeah,right.

and then, sec 3p were having their Malay Traditional food project, and guess what?

I managed to slip in to the class unnoticed! Which meant for the whole lesson, the teacher didnt even know I was in the class, so yeah, its an improvement in my stealthness. hehehe.
and yes,it felt like I was with them,but it was boring and loneful as Wan Nur wasnt there.
but stilll, Hanis and Novia were, so who cares? and there's Lavi-san and Hanah-chan, and I could go on and brag about my lovely friends;but..
and yes, I devoured their tasty meal, especially Hanis's group.I mean, air kathira? thanks a lot, guys!
and the whole class,thanks.

hehe.

iSUCK so much in storytelling.

Even the Blue-hoodie guy would curse me as I described him wrongly to my brothers.

Still, whocares.andwhatsmore;

~~whogivesadamn?!~~

Yeah,

2009-02-13T01:47:00.000-08:00

To my dear Lavi-san!

I'm ~~NOT~~ making Hanis look cool;
it's just that, she is and;
her coolness is only visible through my eyes.

Yeah.

2009-02-06T02:43:00.000-08:00

Look at what Hanis typed to me.

"deleted about a lifetime ago. so sad the accessiblity to communicate is almost negligible that you received the news so very late."

I liked that;

2009-02-06T01:59:00.000-08:00

Whooooooo~

At last! I'm able to blog! Whee~

Okay, back to today./

As you all know, today is Friday.
It's CCA day.
and yes, I am a librarian,

and the meeting starts at 3p.m

and I finish my class at 2.00p.m

which meant that I waited for 1 hour,

that is, waiting for Novia.

cos we are in different classes now,

which makes me ~~pissedoff~~.

Yes,it does.

But my pinkie friends treat me the same.

That makes me love themmore!

Yeah right.

Muahahahahaha!

~~WTF?!~~

Okay, back to CCA day.

The other students kecuali IT Members and Librarians(ME).

and guess what?

They went to East Coast Park

which is SO

UNFAIR!

~~Damn!~~

I shoulda have joined CCA,

if not for Novia,

Muahahaha,

Which makes me disappointed cos I cannot have fun with Wan Nur.(SOBS).

But still, I was with Novia, so okay lar ehhh.

Yeah, so okay lar eh, but still, being with Wan is different.

and BTW, tadi Wan Nur line-up kat tempat green!

its actually her second time, but this time it was with Farah.hehe

but still,it was fun.

ARGH! I feel so sad.

Cos now I'm in green.

and BTW, my bro saw Wan Nur,S.N,Fur and Amirah,[yg laen dia tk tau sape] on the bus! YAY! YAY!

[why am i even cheering?].

Hmm, I wonder.

And so,

MATT DALLAS IS SO HOT!

See what I MEAN? Yay!

and BTW, another 6 more days to..

CIRQUE DU FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ON12TH FEBRUARY!!!!

IN THEMOVIES!

I CANT WAIT!!!!!

WHEEEEEEEEE~~~!

Yeah.

2009-01-23T05:11:00.000-08:00

Great just great.
Fromnowon,
Iamnotabletoplaythecomp.
Cos next yr is o-lvls and my pa wants me to prepare,
which means that i wont be blogging again for a long time.
hehehehehehehehehe.

2008-12-25T04:05:00.000-08:00

Yeah so....

I wont be blogging anymoore.

I mean, probably cos my father is

again, not letting all of my siblings to play the comp..

School's gonna start soon.

So,'

yeah.

Bye.

2008-12-22T06:49:00.000-08:00

So, I tried to find a new blogskin.

I liked a Vampire Knight blogskin, but when I edited it, it went wrong so at last, I stuck on to my old blogskin. I searched for several other blogskins, but it just wasnt my type. Any suggestions?. I am dying to have a new blogskin...

Yay! Tomorrow ayah say he wants to bring us to Johor. YAY! and Abg Osman and Abg Zuib say they want to follow; I dont know about Ziana though. I just hope she will follow us..
Fuhyooo, my brother was just like behind me and completely says that Ziana will never follow us tomorrow and I am sad. hehe. Being emotional can really hurt. A LOT.

Smalllllieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, is the cutest cat EVER!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! CUTENESS!

Random;

My Chemical romance has way more friends on my space than you.
Like someone cares.
My Chem is killing zombies.
My Chem Runs Barter Town.
My Chem hates blogs.
My Chem have been watching way too much reality tv.
My Chem are most likely at Disneyworld.

Cool huh?

bb.=]

.BlooddawnKirah.

2008-12-22T02:21:00.000-08:00

Just got home from the beach,
East Coast Beach,that is.

I overnited there for like, 3 days and 2 nights.The first day; with my mother's side family.Aunts, cousins,uncles and grannies. The second day was with my father's family. [Turn by turn, katakan.]

Well,it wasnt that fun with my mom's family, but still, it was okay. Just OKAY. Dont let me repeat that. Cos it wasnt that fun, like i said. So it wasnt that fun. I mean, in the middle of the night, I rode my bike to MCD to buy food. I went there with my ma n adik2 sedare ku yg tercinta[uweeek!]. So I ordered 6 pc chicken mc nugget, regular fries n Mc Spicy. The total?
Wahlaowei! $9.60! Fuhyoooo! The fact is like too much for me to let in, man! I mean seriously, just three stuff and the total?! Then we ate, and went back.

Lets just say I prefer KFC.

With my father's family, it really was fun. Lets just say I'm much closer to them than my mom's fam. I mean, with Ziana waht...
and so at night at abt 12 something, we played heart attack and barbequed and played heart attack again,and then we; Kak Sarah, Abg Osman, Abg Zuib, Ziana, me, Zhafir N Fadhli went to MCD to eat ice cream.the vanilla cone. Maklumlah, Abg Osman belanja... and so, we went there by foot, walking together, woah, it must seriously be the best moment on that day so far. and then we went there, and ordered 7 cone vanillas; 70 cents each. so total $4.90, I mean seriously, the price is like way too high. 70 cents? Wahliaowei. Hehe. and so while enjoying the ice cream, Abg Osman told us ghost stories, by, was it fun?!At 2.12 Abg Osman told us the stories..

And then, on the way home, he ask us a question,

'If one apek board a bus he have to pay, why when he board a taxi, he doesnt need to pay?'

We all gave diff ans, I answered cos he was a taxi driver.[Ya, its stupid,I know.]

The answer was,

'When boarding the taxi he doesnt need to pay, when alighting the taxi then he have to pay..'

Thats all.

heehe.

2008-12-18T07:31:00.000-08:00

Today was the day when we buy schoolbooks for next year.

The time I got there,

All I could see was alien people. I mean, students. They were wearing eyeliners, makeup and the works.I mean, seriously. Beli buku abh nk melawa? Get it straight, losers.

Abh2, the first person I saw was Zulaikha,

the second was Jannah H.

the third was Haniiiis~.

the fourth was Novia.

the sixth was Wano.

the seventh was Wani.

the eighth was Lavi.

Muhahaaaaaaaha.

THat's all, I guess.

Let's just say I dunno what to type.

K, bye.

2008-12-17T08:24:00.000-08:00

Yeah,
I just realized that there are way many more people who are much more lamer.

Than

me.

Today we, my whole family went to umh nenek Ena;

yay! [ faking the enthusiasm ].

and so, there was like a powercut,

cos the main balance was 0.02 cents soooooooo, no electricity.

and my father was like,

Poweeeeeercut,

like in India,

THey have this massive powercut to save electricity.

Like, the whoole kampong

NO ELECTRICITY.

Yeah, whatever.

OMG, Zhafir's PSP is killing me.

It's main song sounds like shit.

and

I'm dying here.

I cant listen to any of my fav songs as my papa is sleeping,

and he'll get MAD.

cos the music's too loud; he says.

[Dude, I'm lovin' da music; what to do?]

and so, tomorrow is the day when we all buy books for next year,

its fascinating; isnt it?! [faking the enthusiasm yet again;]

and I thought it was today.

Paiseyyyy gler.

Yay!

This year I skipped the dentist appointment!

Yeahhhhhhh!!!!!

My reason;

Sorry, I was in India on that fateful day;]

MUAHAAAAAAAAHA!

whatever.

Yeah,

xoxo

WereVampKirah~*

2008-12-16T07:48:00.000-08:00

Currently listening to: Khayalan Tingkat Tinggi-Peterpan.

-Damn, I love this song.=]

Now, I serioussssssly did not realise that someday people would read my blog.
I meant my family members, that is.I knew my father is in fact, going to read it but,
and it all downs on to me deleting the previous posts of me going to Kerala.
Hehe, its just that my brother read it and I felt so embarrassed.

So I came up with the idea of just deleting the posts.

Hehe;

Currently listening to: Cubicles- My Chemical Romance.

-Time for MCR to dominate my playlist.=]

and so my cousin, Abg Zuib came over to my house today to do his project on our computer. His comp just broke down. They just sent it for repair last week, and now it has broke down; yet again.and so Ziana has not been able to blog. and so, Abg Zuib asked me to type his project on Word. And so I said yes, of course. [i'm a good girl; right?!MUAHAHAHAAHA] So I typed,and typed, and typed, and typed, and noticed a lot of grammar mistakes, and I just ignored them, and continued to type, and type, and type, and type. And so, Abg Zuib comes and I told him there were so many mistakes and asked him could I actually correct the mistakes and he said yes. Okay, so yet again, I have to recheck and retype the incorrect grammar.

But still, it was fun.

and so, Abg Zuib told me of a story.

It involves a girl from my school,

This story is told by Abg Zuib's friend, so yeah,

This incident took place at Bedok;void deck .I just know that.

So, his friend was juSt strolling around peacefully when She saw a couple kissing at the void deck. But this wasnt a usual couple, the girl was a student, a Maarifian, kisssing with a boy. It's not usual kisssssssssing, it was directed to the mouth.[ Mouth to mouth resusciatation, eh?!] SHe was sure it was a girl from our school, pink kain, white tudung, the works. She ehemed2 them and they were shocked [step terperanjat lar ehhhh.]. and that was all.
hehe.

I AM TOTALLY SHOCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What is happening to this generation, man?!

Currently listening to:

Kill All Your Friends-My Chemical Romance

-Love it, cos it involves killing and loads of blood.=]

Okay, and ssssssssssooo, I am now stuck with playing the PS2, again.
But this time.....

I'm adddddicted toooooooooooooooooooo

Cheng3,

SPAWN:ARMAGEDDON!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!

"You've been violated, girly man"

MUAHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHA"

That was taken from the movie.HEhe.

Now, I REALLY love the game, cos its great!

Especially when I have submitted the cheat code for unlimited health and necroplasm,

yay!

and its so fun, its like a killing massacre;

I LOVE watching imps die.=]

Oh yeah, and we watched videos on youtube, it was fun!

We watched,

Game Over Tetris; You guys should watch it!

and

Vitas Opera No.2

You should watch that too.=].

Yeah,

my parents are asking me to switch off.

so yeah.

=]

2008-12-15T01:37:00.000-08:00

I am SO LOVING

Asian Kung Fu Generation!

They rock!

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~!

Okay, so today I checked the letterbox, hoping that MCR has replied to my letter.
and guess what?! It didnt even reach them, but it was sent back to me.

Lousy Singapore post.

it didnt even reach there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhh!

NEVERMIND,

I WILL try again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sTILL, I LOVE yarhs MCR and AKFG!

Yeah,

2008-12-15T01:01:00.000-08:00

Okay, now I feel extremely bored posting all this pictures and explaining to you freaks what I did when I was in India. I actually know that no one is actually looking at the pictures, so fine, I wont post anything about my trip there, that is, unless you guys want me to. hehe. which wont ever happen cos no one's reading this, so i guess i am, in fact, s.s ing.

No freak is even reading the fact up there, I know.

Well, whatever cos I dont care.

So, just now when I was playing The Fright Before Christmas game on cartoonnetwork.com, the dont send error report sign for the internet popped out. i pressed dont send error report, and guess what? it actually closes down the game I was playing, and at that time I was like, level 20 something. Oh crap, oh shit, I shouldnt have done that I was so stupid, I mean, I was in the lead, scoring the most points, and suddenly, poof! with just a click it completely closes down.

Hmph,no fair.

And then, with nothing to do, I chatted with Hanis, and like yeah, damn, I miss her. It's not like I'm lesbian or something. It's just that I will be going to green next year and so we wont be in da same class. and then I chatted with hanah-chan, and I'm gonna say, it was totally a bore, she replied like, slowly?! and she didnt even reply. I mean, WAHTTHAHELL?!.and suddenly, she appears to be offline, so much for chatting with her.

This sucks.

I know.

And the, I went scouting for a new blogskin.
Let's just say I hated all of them and I'm just going to stay with my current blogskin cos the others just never fail to bore me. and suddenly, Zhafir just barged in the room and said,"It's my turn, ugly sister!" and I was like, whatever. Duh?! and he stormed off without a word.

Ah, I am so loving my creativity skills.

OOOOOh, I love colouring mytext, it's just so fun!

And it's cooooool to know nothing.

Man, I just love colouring my text.

Okay, so I'm starting to feel bored right now,

Oh yah,

Just now before I even posted something,

Zhafir and Nadiah sprayed me, with an INSECT SPRAY, that is.

But.

Who cares?

Well, some other time, freaks.

Cos i KNOW no one's reading this,

lalalalaalalalalaaaaaaaaa.

Lookie!

I'm Fred!

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!

Yeah.

2008-12-11T04:20:00.000-08:00

So much for everyone cares.
So much for she cares.
So much hope that she would change someday. She wouldn't. nOT in a million years.
So much for friends.

2008-11-13T21:28:00.000-08:00

Now listening to: The Carpal Tunnel Of Love by Fall Out Boy.
Okay, this song IS my fav from FOB.

Okay, so yesterday was 'THE REUNION' of Project Runway,
and I was like; MUST WATCH! ahhhh!

and before that was ugly betty, but my father wanted to watch a documentary about the Queen Of Sheba and King Solomon, which are, in fact Puteri Balqis and Nabi Sulaiman on BBC Knowledge, and the story after that, which is a documentary; AGAIN.

Man, when does the documentary end?!

But still, I found out THAT, the Koreans are ANTI-JAPAN, which is SO HORRIBLE cause I;m a BIG fan of Japan;duh?! WHOA. and that in Japan, by the streets, bands would perform, and wow. I mean, by the streets? Just imagine a band on the pavement rocking out?! And like, there were punkers n rockers everywhere in sight! Whoa!

I can't wait to go there when I grow up!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, so back to PR
[Project Runway; IF you are clueless and thought it was Permenant Resident.hardy har har.]
[AND IF you dont know the contestants, sorry, MUAHAAHAHA.]
It was a great talkshow, and there were like funny parts, I mean, REALLY FUNNY parts where the contestants actually describe their superpowers which is funny, cos I was; LMAO.

I mean like, calling urself
-Ferocia Coutura?!
Wahtthehell?!

and there was a clip where Christian repeatedly says 'FIERCE'
wow, he's hot. LOL.

and a clip where Chris laughs like hell,
in a MUSEUM!!!!!!!!!!!
and at that moment, wow.
I couldnt stop laughing...
ROFL,LMAO,YEAH!
WOW.
[And if you want to know, Chris is the heavily obesed guy who watches Sex and the city]

and there was a clip when Christian says,

Christian, you are effing crazy, youre OUT.

Yeah.

BTW, listening to

Gotta be somebody by Nickelback.

I'm not listening to My Chem cause this is my cousin's comp, and doesnt actually have any MCR songs that amuse me.

Yeah; and dont forget; I'm fierce.

2008-11-13T21:26:00.000-08:00

Okay,
so it's so damn obvious that I'm going to
GREEN.
ya duh?!
Ain't it obvious?!

LALALALALALALALALALALALALALA.

NO HOPE.

hahahahaha.
Okay, nw thats lame.

Yeah.

2008-11-04T22:52:00.000-08:00

Okay, so this is like the month of November,

My birthday's coming up!
Yay!
Well, as if but stilll,,

I have a wishlist.=]

1- A $74 Sony MP3 Player
2-A new watch
3-MCR's debut album
4-A new handphone [ so that Nv can send me the Asmaul Husna]
5-Mikey's autograph

2008-11-01T23:00:00.001-07:00

Okay this is for my friends studying in the same school as me:

"Hello,hello,hello..12/12/2008 make yourself free.. because my daddy need volunteers to help kutip derma for the renovation of Masjid Abdul Razak located at Jalan Ismail; I think.Those who want to volunteer please kindly SMS to my handphone number, or just email me.and I'll give you all the information needed.Ohh, and you can ask other people to help too.'

'For those who dont want, just back off; freaks.'

Thanks.I'll be waiting for your smses and emails.\m/.

Yeah.

2008-11-01T22:46:00.000-07:00

Okay fine,
I sent the letter to MCR last Thursday and guess waht?
man, I really shoulda checked it thoroughly before sending it,
I forgot to write the album name; IBYMBYBMYL, and so I left it blank.
I guess they would be wondering..~

2008-11-01T22:29:00.001-07:00

Currently listening to :

Wisemen; James Blunt.
[It's a slow song but still, it's catchy and makes me relax.]

Oh yeah, great.

My neopets account is now frozen; yeah, I know; it's stupid.
All because I wanted to edit my layout.

Soooooooooooooooo stupid.
The account was like created 5 years ago..
and now it's frozen,
like, wahthehell?!

Now I'm like seriously wanting to finish the neopets PS2 game,
but, Nadiah, as usual, complaied and told ayah she wanted to play BEN 10,
and I was like, go and play the PSP lar, I mean, seriously.
But Zhafir was like, she doesn't know how to play, and it is really hard to control.
and I was like, wahthehell?!
And so, I was like okay, I mengalah.
So again, I am stuck with blogging cos I must say, doing other things are seriously a bore.

Man, this sucks; at least James Blunt is great.

Yeah.

2008-10-31T04:11:00.000-07:00

Yeah!
Finally, the exams are over!!!!!
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Okay, so....

I played a PS2 game; Neopets: The Darkest Faerie, and guess what?
I cracked my brain trying to figure out where to find the bogshot serpent,
and yes, I couldn't find it, so....
Giving up, I decided to switch to playing the computer instead...

Yeah,
I know its lame,
so shut up, freaks.

Yeah.

2008-10-29T01:41:00.000-07:00

2008-10-29T01:37:00.000-07:00

2008-10-29T01:29:00.000-07:00

2008-10-26T22:53:00.000-07:00

So it's like,
yesterday was like, I dont know;
the eve of Deepavali?

Well, I went to Little India[Imagine me speaking in an Indian accent.],with my cousins, of course.[who else?].We went there at about 4.30; I think and took the MRT there, and well, there were like hordes of Indians,tourists, but mostly Indians,
Whoa, it felt like I was crushed down man! There were SO many people there.

But what made me laugh was when I saw an Indian foreign worker looking at a picture of himself taken with a background of a HDB flat and I was like, laughing like hell.
Why must he actually take a picture with a background like that?

Anyway, when it was already 7.55p.m; I think we went to Masjid Anggulia; [yes,the masjid which I actually kutip derme last year.] On the way there, as usual, hordes of people. Well, there was a police car.Well, it wasn't the usual police car, man, it was something even bigger, but so what?. Well, as jakun as I can be, I was like "LOOK! A police car! Woooo!" and my aunt replied, "Never seen a police car before eh?" and Ziana laughed; duh. And well, suddenly I had this great idea, I wanted to wave to the policeman in the car, stupid idea, I know. Well,I asked Ziana to wave , but she was like, "gile?" . And my kakak sedara was like, "Kau lambai dia nanti dia ingat kau gatal". But still, as usual, I NEVER listen to orders, so guess what?I waved to the policeman; smiling at him as I wave. [hehe;I've gotta admit; he's HOT!]. And guess what? He smiled at me!!!! I was like, " Ziana! He smiled at me!" Wooooooooooooooooooo! Hot policeman smiling at me.

ROFL.

Okay, so we went home by MRT; again. and again, I saw a hot guy, man, why must the world be filled with hot guys? Well, I must admit , Ziana will be saying that too. Man, the hot guy had a star drawn on his hand. Damn, it was so cooooooooool; man! WOooo!

LMAO

Okay, well that's all I suppose.

Yeah, \m/.

Mooooooooooooooooovies?!

2008-10-25T18:25:00.000-07:00

Okay, shit.
I think I am falling into the world of movies.

I wanna watch maaany movies,man.
Madagascar 2, Saw V, Twilight.

and I seriously cant wait for next year when I can watch;

Underworld:Rise Of The Lycans.

I wanna watch Madagascar 2!!

2008-10-25T18:16:00.000-07:00

I just watched the trailer for Madagascar 2 and I must say, I wanna watch it!!!!
I cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
someone please go and watch the movie with me!!!!
yeah, I said please.

Yeah.

2008-10-25T18:04:00.000-07:00

Okay this is for my friends studying in the same school as me:

"Hello,hello,hello..12/12/2008 make yourself free.. because my daddy need volunteers to help kutip derma for the renovation of Masjid Abdul Razak located at Jalan Ismail; I think.
Those who want to volunteer please kindly SMS to my handphone number, or just email me.
and I'll give you all the information needed.Ohh, and you can ask other people to help too.'

'For those who dont want, just back off; freaks.'

Thanks.I'll be waiting for your smses and emails.\m/.

Yeah.

2008-10-25T17:54:00.000-07:00

Oh yeahhh

So it seems like Hanis has a blog ehh.lol.

Been addicted to the PS2 since Zhafir is not playing it,[he got his PSP].
Been playing Neopets:The Darkest Faerie.
I gotta admit, it's a great game.\m/!

Yeah.

2008-10-16T00:46:00.000-07:00

Yeah!
Beeen a veeery long time since I posted something.
Sooo,
I bought Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge!!!Yay!
Now the on;y CD I need to buy is..
I brought you my bullets you brought me your love!
yay!
wheee~~

2008-10-09T19:25:00.000-07:00

he is so hottt!!!!
Yeahhh!

2008-09-25T00:42:00.000-07:00

Yeahh!
Hmm...
I wonder what to type..
Oh ya..
I SERIOUSLY hate BEROK,
and..
Best friend stealer..
and..
Jonas Brothers
and...
Selena Gomez..
and..
DISNEY!!!
except for Ashley Tisdale, Cole and Dylan Sprouse.
LOL?
Yeah.

2008-09-13T08:56:00.000-07:00

Okay hey.
This is maybe the last time I'm going to post something, cause my father's disabling all internet connections for me to study hard as the exams are near.I mean seriously near, so..

yeah.

2008-09-13T07:57:00.000-07:00

Grp 6 cheer.

Grp 9 cheer.

grp 8 cheer.

2008-09-13T07:25:00.000-07:00

Oh well, here's group 4's cheer.=]

2008-09-10T05:37:00.000-07:00

Happy 28th Birthday Mikey!!!
Tanjyoubi Omedetou Gozaimasu!

Oh well, I guess I did not win the TBPID! contest, well, better luck next time.

2008-09-10T05:10:00.000-07:00

HEY!!
what is today date??
its 10 september... and what is so special about it??
alamak.. let me start..

HAPPIE 28th BIRTHDAY MIKEY WAY!!!

happie birthday to you
happie birthday to you
happie birthday my darling
happie birthday to you..

HAHA

2008-09-08T05:31:00.000-07:00

hey guys, yang pasal ramadhan rocks 08(RR) tuhh next week kte update,kays?

YEEAAHH!!!

2008-09-08T02:10:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,
I will be posting more abt the Ramadhan Rocks camp on the weekend,kays?

yeah.

2008-09-04T22:06:00.000-07:00

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2008-09-04T21:54:00.000-07:00

Okay, whatever.
Today was a great day,I have packed my belongings for Ramadhan Rocks,yeah!
On the day before, Zhafir was just plain disgusting,he said that a mosquito bit him inside his belly button. Oh man, it was like seriously digusting.
Anyway, I received an email from Gerard; And the last two sentences cracked me up.
"Oh, and I heard a rumor that I died in a car accident. I didn't."-Gerard.
Ain't it funny?For me; yeah.
So,
Yeah.

2008-09-02T01:07:00.000-07:00

'The world is less violent when you're using hula hoops.'
Mikey said this! yay!
I can actually imagine in a war; people attacking using hula hoops.Wow.Muahahaha.It won't even cause any destruction!

Second day of fasting, and I am happy! Yay!

2008-09-02T00:45:00.001-07:00

MUAHAHAHAH!

2008-09-02T00:34:00.000-07:00

2008-09-02T00:32:00.000-07:00

muahahaha! These are cute.

2008-09-01T03:21:00.000-07:00

At last!
Ramadhan's here!
I hope I won't get my menses this year..

yeah.